The Running Diaries: Introduction

The Running Diaries

Introduction: Sunday Morning

“What do you think about when you run?” If it’s not the top question I get from non-runners, it’s certainly in the top five. Along the wooded trail, a small figure was grinding along, quickly turning over, right foot, left foot, right foot, left foot. For Ben, it was past the point of thinking and more to the point of feeling. The term “thinking” seems to imply more of coherent, directed process than the scattering of thoughts flitting through his head. He came across a thought that seemed encouraging, “my form feels pretty smooth”, and he gripped tightly to the idea for as long as possible before “what’s really the difference between thirteen and fifteen?” shot back into the forefront. The negative thoughts always had the strongest grip. Ben made a hard left turn and shot himself into a hill. Of course, grip strength has never been a coveted attribute for distance runners.

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I’ve always been of the opinion, you don’t find running, it finds you. I suppose there are the people who consciously seek out the sport. But most of us start other places. There are more fun sports aren’t there? I mean other sports are at least games. Sometimes Cross Country feels like a glorified cult. So you can imagine the reaction when Chris Keller, quarterback of the league championship football squad, approached his first XC practice.  His first thought: no matter what happens, I will never wear those shorts.

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Running is like a metaphor for life. Sure, I guess so. You struggle along, experiencing the highs and the lows, and ultimately your level of effort translate to a level of success. I get it. But sometimes, rather than being a metaphor for life, running can feel like an escape from life. It sounds crazy, but on the right run the worries and stress of the daily grind ebb away, replaced by positive endorphins (and usually a healthy dose of sweat). Mark and a few teammates came into view at the end of the parking lot, talking among each and other and laughing. Together they trotted to the circle of cars, where a few others were already standing in a circle stretching or sipping Gatorade. The varsity team still had a bit longer left to run, including Mark’s brother (and driver) Jason. He didn’t mind, he was in no rush to leave.

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I think a lot of runners flock to the sport because they see it as a great equalizer. Hard work, determination and perseverance matter. Isn’t there a saying like “Hard work beats talent when talent doesn’t work hard”? It’s the ideology that drives the kid who was cut from the soccer team to blast the next interval workout. The creed that helps you wake up at 6 am to get ready for a hill workout. The slogan in your captain’s pre-race speech.  But at the end of the day, you need talent. And boy, did Jimmy Springer have talent. He rolled over in bed to check the clock: 9:30 AM. Rearranging his pillow lazily, he rolled over and fell back into sleep.